Too much to ask for

I keep finding you in my dreams, before you catch the midnight train to the end.
I keep saying goodbye without a sparkle in my eyes, but with tears flowing down my face.
And you keep not answering me while staring blankly at the solid ground.
I want you to stay. I want you to stay forever.
Next time I'll turn back, and I'll lift up your head and stare into your eyes.
Then mine will reflect the sparkle of yours, and my eyes will shine again.
So replace the blank image of the rusty rails at the old station of our lifes with my image, and fill the empty place where I used to have an heart.
I don't want to you go, and I don't want you to stay away.
I beg of you to forever love the soulless girl who understands nothing of life, and can't tell dreams and reality apart.