My Guild

It always freaks me out to "get" a new group of friends. But I really realised I have one now. Is the story just going to repeat itself? Am I going to be left stranded again? Nothing that I tell myself is going to stop me anyway. I know I want to keep at this. I just really hope it's going to be fine this time.



So, I am really annoyed. Last week I was watching some random series (mostly animes) and I watched one that was about this girl that wanted to change so people would like her. In the end, she was completely changed, and the people (the boy) she wanted to like her, started to like her. I was so angry. During her journey to become someone else she completely ignored the people who actually liked her for who she was. 'Oh, so cute, he finally likes her' WHAT?! Seriously?! What a terrible terrible terrible series! So, we're supposed to live everyday trying to be a perfect somebody else?! Oh c'mon, I hate these things. Thinking about it, the best days I had in my short short life were the ones in which I didn't have to worry about what would someone think of me, and that is so much fuuun. Obviously, running around like an idiot throwing yourself to water with clothes screaming dancing the macarena doing piggyback races ... (I think, for my dignity's sake, I'm going to stop at that) isn't fun by yourself. And you know what? After being dissapointed one or two times, I think I found myself a pretty awesome group of lunatics to be crazy with. Ugh, I don't sound like me, SOMEONE GET ME IN AN DEPRESSING MOOD AGAIN!